Falling for you is probably the biggest mistake I’ve ever made. But also, the best mistake. What I feel for you is indescribable. I don’t even know how to form my feelings into thoughts and words. I don’t know how to express it. When people ask why, I never know what to say. What I feel makes me laugh, afraid, angry, and dead. I dunno. I don’t believe it. You just make me really happy, you know?
depression is when you don’t really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
and having both is just like what
♡well I doubt she’ll buy you pizza and make you laugh and play video games with you and make cute videos with you and eat ice cream with you and sing songs with you and give you lots of hugs and I really doubt she’s half as weird as I am ♡
When you left, it hurts because we were once so close to each other. Now that you stop talking to me, It makes me sad that you’re not there for me to talk too or to hangout with anymore. I wanted to tell that “I miss you” and I hope you’re willing to come back to me someday and starting to get close to each other again. This time I won’t make a mistakes but until then I’ll be waiting for you to come back to me again.
Am kidd made a new song called A Love Story. He starts out, “I met you at the peak of last summer, I was looking for a change, not a lover”. And we started talking close in march and april, at the peak of summer. And when we started getting close, we were best friends. We both weren’t looking for a relationship. We were looking for someone who could comfort eachother. And then he goes, “It was young. It was beautiful. Everything I thought it be new and exciting to the point where I couldn’t sleep, you knew exactly how to make me smile and I always gave my all and went the extra mile for you”. That explains us. It explains how we were. We were so in love and didn’t care about anything else. We didn’t care were we’d end up, as long as in the end, we were together. “Then our summer days slowly turned to winter then our playful fights that we had became bitter then we started looking for the reasons to stay”. When school started, we started to fall apart. We were more busy, and jealousy broke through us. We started breaking apart. We argued and cried all the time. “It was top of the world with you and the city wouldn’t shine without us two in a town full of broken hearts we both deserved a fresh start”. After a year of being together, we both realised what was important to us and you left. And it hurts so much because I thought we were forever. This song comes out the day my world turned upside down. this song seems like it was perfectly meant for me. And every time I hear this song, my heart shatters. “There’s people that come and go but some memories are worth to hold, I’ll remember what you gave to me, you’re a chapter in my book, A Love Story”